Finally Started

Finally started editing MJ and Dennis' wedding video. I started on Thursday but it was more like a half day, 5 hours maybe. It's almost 9pm now and I have only started log and capturing Wilson's first tape. There's 3-4 more tapes to go. I think I just have to come in the morning to get things done. I hope the editing process will take less time. It's actually a pretty big job. But at least it's not a piece of art.

Another thing is Sunny's proposal and the videos from the wedding. Ahh. SOo much and I still have to plan my master project. I haven't even got it started yet! Bummer!!!

I have been in a flunk lately. I wanted to be more efficient and plan things ahead and live a more fulfilling life and get to do things I enjoy. I am just no a go getter. I should maybe go to CBC fellowship hahahahha.

Logging takes soo much time.

Sometimes I wonder about fate and just the timing of things, and at times I would get ashamed of myself for missing opportunities.

Headache

Woke up with a slight headache that doesn't bother me from functioning. Finally made a step yesterday and growing a little nervous and told me a while to get to sleep. And I actually dreamed about playing football on the field in a big competition, probably because I was thinking of that while I was trying to sleep.

Had my first Vietnamese pork roll sandwich since California and it was really really good.

sometimes i don't know where i m going. sometimes, i feel like i don't know what i m doing half the time. you get to open the door but you never know where it will lead you once you step into it. all i got is God.

i don't know why.

today is Independence Day in US and I just wondered, "how to hug america?" I will making spin off a story idea from that. maybe a film about American expat? dunno.

在這個世界上, 有一些東西(d野)你要痛過先會明白。 當然, 你不想被傷害。 但我發現, 你越是愛，就越會有機會受傷害。我意識到，你越愛，就越痛。連你自己也幫不到自己,沒有其他辦法。因為你只可以愛......喜歡, 唔想去恨。