i think working ot really mess up my sleeping pattern. i get really tire at work and also on the way back from work but after coming home, i just have trouble sleeping. my head seems to be on overdrive with a million things on my mind. i guess part of me unconsciously wants to make up for those free personal time by...trying to do many things at once yet at the same time i would accomplish none.

i wish things can be different yet i think i learn how precious time is and the situation makes me think about..."what the heck am i doing here?"