My sister sent some pictures of her 30th birthday to my email today and I was shocked a bit that my sister is 30. that reminded me that i am not that far behind.

I am going past my quarter century this year and it seems like I am still in the middle of no where. I am in a job that I will probably leave one day, not in any relationship, but I must say that it took me a very long time to grow and develop.

i think as you get older, you don't feel as much and you care more about the personality then plain outward appearance. how do you get feelings back? the hormones aren't as active now. it probably has something to do with working something like 10 hours a day.

yeah, so all the more for me to tighten up and get on with the program of life. how do things come together?