First Entry of 2009 and ...

I think I am going to die tomorrow (not literally, no way!) . I seems to learn by hitting myself against the wall. I just put myself in difficult situations that can be prevented. But I don't, well, at least more than I would like to. Am I just stupid. The thing is that I don't know protocol. I am not raised in a family or environment that teach me a lot about the order of things. Like how to behave in an office or whatever. Maybe it is my care-free personality. Maybe it is something in gene that make me a bit rebellious with a maverick outlook in things: I am just different, I run by different rules.