Man, I should be doing my homework and check out UTS' next new comer orientation (or not), but I got something that I meant to put down. I was taking shower and a thought came to me, well, it's an old thought. I have this dream that I can be part of a pastor's kids ministry to help other pastor's kids.
I remember this one girl another PK who had been through some rough stuff. I think of her every now and then. i regret that I didn't say anything when i could say something to help with the weight. well, i was young and a teenager. but i think about her and her family, her mom in particular. i hope all things are well.
i want to make this world a little less lonely for PKs. i want our voices out instead of having to internalize things. sometimes i feel like we are denying our very God-given humanness simply because of some speech and actions of stupid immature people.
So yeah, so i think that's something in me. God is suppose to use your hurt, the most painful for His glory and i think it is something for me. I don't know how to get started but...well, I don't even know the first step, but i think God will provide, things just have to get started eventually. That's why I wanted to study counseling. There are so many things I wanna do. I wanna be a teacher too. I want to study some theology and basically just learn more about God at a seminary too.
How can you equip yourself, there are so many different ways to serve. Learn Mandarin, how to type and write Chinese, how to play a sport properly, teaching English, even making videos and etc.
So what do i have to do? One thing at a time? Mstr in Edu? Chinese school. re-learn piano, learn cello. Time is going to waste. support group. fire buddies. prayer partners. learning to be open and mature. learning to share. just do it. where where where?
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