In a way, because of the pressure for speed, you can't really give your best work. you know it's not that good (to put it in a good way). i feel like i am just going for passing grade, just pass my superior, the aim is not excellence.
today, i am actually on a tight schedule but i took the time to find better photos for the book and the thought of just making better sooth my mind. maybe that's the coolest thing about art making. there is something in your mind, you create it, work on it, rework on it and perfect it.
i miss making art.
well, is thinking also an art form?
had the 264 fellowship meeting last night and i think it went well. we finished stuff on the agenda just before 9 and i learned what AOB is haha. After AOB it was round 9:30 and a few of us went to the back street for late dinner. i actually didn't have to eat but i bet if i didn't i would be searching for food back at home. we had some good convo. 264 certainly growing quite fast. quantity is not a concern, quality is and there seems to be a shortage of leaders. i also realized that 264 is quite busy. the capable ones are all heavily involved in different roles, somewhat being exhausted. i find the same with church actually. and almost all of them don't brat about it, they hardly complain if ever. that's something for me to learn.
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