I really don't like coming home late and tire. I give like 12 hours to work no including over 2 hours of commute on the MTR. I am just sick of the hours.
It's so hard to be good. So hard to learn about suffering. So hard to do good without much support. Now I understand why Paul wished to return. Ignorance is really bliss. Good people are always the ones getting hurt and we don't hurt back because we know better. Our cuts are the deepest yet because of our nature, we found it hard to hurt back. It's just not in us. We want the world to be a better place, we want to care and love, not hurt or hate. It pains us to hurt, to hate. We hate guilt.
We face liars but we can't lie or blast them. We face schemers but we can't scheme back because it is wrong and unnatural to us. We can't do such a thing, it is not in us and our hearts would not allow us to do the same.
We might have emotions and anger but it is only natural and not intended to hurt others.
I just hope everybody is pure hearted. That they would know better. Be able to tell right from wrong and the Way, which will guide them in all circumstances.
Earth is just not a great place to be.
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